Maybe.
The crappy part about this process is knowing that I've really wanted to lose weight since January of 2009 - and here we are, June 2010, and I'm just a few pounds under where I was in 2009. Ummm, that's a lot of wasted time! I could be at goal weight right now!
That sounds amazing.
I wish I could snap my fingers. I know this isn't easy. However, it's certainly not as hard as I convince myself it is sometimes. Other times, it's really just freakin HARD.
So, blah!
That's all I got.
I weighed myself last week, thinking I need to face the damage, and I was at 229 lbs. That's actually not too horrible, so I've been fluctuating from 224 to 230 for the last year or so.
Saturday's are my weigh-in, but I didn't feel good, so I waited until this morning to weigh in. That stomach bug was on my side yesterday - totally looking for the silver lining!
Today, I'm down to 225 lbs.
This week I'm going to work on some basic things. I'm going to take some small steps.
School is done for my kid for the summer. The softball team I coach is done for the season. I have time to focus on me.
So, here we go.
Again.
Blah!
